just a quick one *pics*

 
Well Chris is giving Nicholai his bath right now so I have some time to get on and post. Yay!

We found out more details of his deployment. He is leaving sooner then we thought…. and I’m not upset, I’m ready to tackle this deployment… I keep waiting still for it to hit me that he is leaving for 9 months but it isn’t. I’m not upset, I’m not sad, I’m numb to it. I wasn’t expecting to feel this way. It’s weird. I feel like I should be upset. I don’t know why I’m not more upset. Bleh…

We have a little over 3 months left before he leaves…. and I know its going to go by really fast.

I had some time to take pics so I wanted to post those.

this is the outfit he came home from the hospital in

playing with the blanket that his great grandma made for him

I love this one

and we are on our way to being mobile

I will try to post more pics later but I’ve got to get the sweetie boy to bed.

Good night

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life