impatiently waiting

We are still waiting….  waiting… waiting….

I’ve felt some really weak Braxton-Hicks but nothing that is starting labor. I am so ready to have this baby… with Chris deploying so soon, either a month after or 5 months after the baby is born I really want him to have as much time with the baby either way. Its so cute… he is getting more and more excited every day that goes by. He asks me a million times if its time yet, every time I make an uncomfortable face he asks if its time lol. Its adorable and great to see him so excited. He is going to be such a great daddy. I find myself wondering what his reaction is going to be when the baby is born… will he cry? is he going to be speechless? All these what ifs are driving me crazy! That and knowing what the sex of the baby is… we are so close now. I still say boy.

I packed the baby’s bag and am going to start packing my bag today. I’m also planning on walking everyday. Hubby and I were going to walk yesterday when he got home from work but it started pouring down rain so no walk…. but maybe today we can walk when he gets home. He is really thinking that the baby is going to come this week, but I’m not so sure. I’m hoping though… this week or early next week.

The band is over. Torn December’s last show was on Saturday. I’m going to miss it. I love watching Chris up on stage… singing his heart out. He did amazing on this last show. I’m so proud of him. There is a possibility that when Jaime and Chris get back from their deployments that the band could start up again. I wouldn’t mind it. It may be annoying to have to share my hubby with the guys, but honestly I liked Chris having the band and doing what he loves. I know that he is really excited about the baby so I have a feeling that having the baby will make up for the music being over.

I should probably jump in the shower and get out and walking for today lol.  

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life