trying to get ready

 Well time is still ticking by. I had my 3 hour sugar test yesterday. I still don’t know the results. They told me that they would be going directly to my OB and I’m waiting to hear from them about it. I haven’t heard anything and usually no news is good news but I don’t want to hope too much. I’m still worried that I do have gestational diabetes and I really just want to know with a definite yes or no. If I don’t hear anything by 2:30 then I am calling the OB to find out exactly what is going on.

Hubby bought me a new laptop since my other one died. I still have to try and get all my stuff off of it and since it would let me even log on before the screen turns black I don’t know how I’m going to manage that. Hubby surprised me Saturday morning with the laptop. I told him that I didn’t want anything for our anniversary since we are still working on buying the new SUV (more on that later) so he gave me the laptop 3 weeks before our anniversary. Sneaky sneaky lol. I love it. Its a lot more up to date then my last laptop and it has a number pad. I love it. I still can’t believe that in 2 weeks and 3 days hubby and I will have been married for a year. I whole year! I was watching Chris sleep the other night and just thinking about everything that he and I had been through, how happy he makes me and how much better my life has become since he came into it. Its amazing. I never thought I would find someone who cared so much about me but here he is. And soon we will be celebrating a year of being together!

I am coming up on the end of my 29th week. I can’t believe that this pregnancy is almost over already. I will be 30 weeks on sunday which means 7-10 more weeks until we have this baby. I can’t believe that. I’m going to be a mommy, for the rest of my life I will be a mommy to this little nudger. It still blows my mind sometimes. I sit here and watch my stomach move and I look at the 4D pics and I feel the little one moving around and I still can’t believe that we are here… that I’m pregnant, that I will be a mommy to a little one that will be all hubby’s and mine. We are so lucky. We have been going to birthing classes. The first one was just a brush up of things that we already knew and hubby didn’t seem to be very interested. We were late to the 2nd one since hubby forgot that we had class but we made it just a few min late and this one we did some breathing, there was talk of what kind of pain options there are, the stages of labor and everything that has to do with birth. I still want to labor naturally. I really don’t want to have an epidural…. and I really want to avoid a C-section if I can, but I know that birth won’t go exactly how I want so I’m prepared for my birth plan to change, but Chris is ready to be a good coach and they have birthing balls at the hospital so I think that I might be able to handle this. I still have a little over 7-10 weeks to prepare for labor so I’m going to keep reading up and working on my meditation and breathing.

We are still working on getting the SUV. Candice had told us that she wanted to help and would go to the dealership with us. That was about 3 weeks ago and every time we text her about it she won’t respond. I asked her about it again yesterday and got nothing back from her for hours. Its really starting to get frustrating. We had a BBQ the other day and Candice and Tom were both just being so immature. Candice didn’t want to be near the pool because of the smell, she was freaking out because her daughter came to the pool in a bikini and she doesn’t approve of them. Her daughter is a senior in high school and it wasn’t a string bikini, she was covered but Candice was freaking out about it anyway. It was just so annoying and then they ended up leaving early because they just couldn’t deal with the heat. I’m really not feeling having them over again for another BBQ if they are going to be like that. And she keeps blowing us off with going to the dealership so I have a feeling hubby and I will have to go on our own and we might end up paying a little more but oh well… the deals that they have going on ends at the end of June so we are running out of time. I just want this over with…. UGH!

I’m sure that I could think of more to write about…. but I have some housewife stuff to do and I already got up later then I wanted to so I need to get started on that. Half an hour til I call and find out about my results from the sugar test! I will update with that when I find out!

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life