so tired

 
Hubby is away at band practice right now. Rod is once and for all out of the band. Tom called on Sunday and tried to talk Chris into letting Rod play the March 6th show… I was pissed off but Chris stood his ground and said that he would rather cancel the show then let Rod play… and then Sunday night we saw Rod’s true colors as he has gone around and told everyone, the manager of the place were they play and many other people that the whole band broke up, not just him getting kicked out. He has been talking nothing but bullshit and lies… and he wonders why no one wanted to give him a chance?! Ugh… but he is out, a new drummer is coming to the practice tonight so we are all past it.

I have been feeling so much more like normal. I feel more tired then before, but I don’t feel sick. I have been sleeping better at night to though I still get that queasy feeling at night, but not nearly as strong as before. Its nice to feel more like myself. I hope that it keeps getting better and that my energy will come back soon, I get up at 5:45 which I have pushed back to 6am and by the time 8:30 rolls around I am exhausted. Its crazy. I would love to get my energy back.

I’m waiting, as patiently as possible, for March 12th. I just want to go the the appt and know that everything is ok. Its harder to know if things are ok when its still too early to feel the baby move so I have no idea what is going on with the little one living inside of me. Its strange to me to not know what is going on…. and I am such a worrier so I just can’t wait to get to the appt. Seems like it is taking forever.

Hubby, the amazing guy that he is, ordered the special edition of Twilight for me. It comes out on the 21st of March… I can’t wait. He told me that he bought it today, so I know that I will have a copy on March 21st. I am so excited!

Well its 9pm. Hubby still isn’t home yet, practice still has atleast another hour to go so I will be asleep by the time he gets home. Atleast tomorrow is Wedensday, though I have to work on Saturday, but hey… extra money and I will take what I can get while I can.

Oh… I’m liking the new OD! Still getting used to how it works and figuring it all out but so far I love it all. And for some reason my wedding ticker isn’t working…. grrrr… I will have to fix it later.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life