he is home now!!!!!

 I can’t believe how long its been since I wrote. Chris is finally home from WLC. I have pictures and when I feel like fighting with photobucket I will upload them. The graduation was pretty good. It was cold but sunny, which is good because I was worried that it was going to rain. Out of the 250 people that started the class 249 graduated. And out of those 249 students Chris’s name was one of the ones they called over the loudspeaker during the ceremony. I am so very proud of him. And so glad that he is home. It was so nice having the weekend with him, laying in his arms again. It was almost like falling in love all over again. When I saw him at the end of graduation and we hugged for the first time it felt amazing! Like we hadn’t hugged in years. Geez when he gets home from deployment its going to be insane when we hug and kiss for the first time.

I am 11wks as of Sunday. Our next appt is on Thursday and we will have other ultrasound! I can’t wait to see the baby and have the baby actually look like a human as opposed to a little kidney bean. This appt they are looking for downs syndrome. I’m hoping that everything checks out ok. I am waiting and trying to make it to February 22. That will be 14wks and the beginning of the 2nd trimester and hopefully when I start feeling normal and not sick to my stomach all the time.

February is going to be such a busy month. Chris has 2 shows this month, my grammommy is coming to stay with us this weekend. Riku has yet another vet appt and hopefully everything will be cleared up by then. Valentines Day is coming up. Chris bought me a new phone, the new Razor, so hopefully it will be better then the phone that I have now. I will be glad when February is over because there is just so much to do and I just feel like crap ALL the time.

Ugh… its almost 8pm… I’m going to get ready for bed. I am so tired all the time, no matter how much sleep I get and how many naps I take. Come on February 22!

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life