2 days down

Chris is at WLC. He has been gone for 2 days now and there are 13 1/2 left until he gets to come home. I miss him… a lot…. but I am doing ok. I went shopping today on my own. I couldn’t help but thinking that this is what its going to be like when he is deployed. I know that I will be able to handle it, not that I had a choice in it.

Chris took being apart really hard last night. He text me and said that he was about ready to cry he missed me so much and it just broke my heart. I just wanted to wrap my arms around him and hold him close and snuggle with him but we have a while before we can do that again. I’m worried about him though he sounds a lot better today. He just sounded so lonely and depressed yesterday but I think that was because it was our first day apart. I can’t wait to see him again.

I worked overtime yesterday and today. I didn’t get off work until 6:30 yesterday and a little after 6 today. I get there are 6:45 so my days seem like an eternity and even longer since I feel so awful all the time. Atleast I have off on Monday thankfully. I have so much to do since I missed my plans for today and yesterday because of work.

Chris is waiting for me…. we are going to bed at the same time so it will be more like we are going to bed together. So I’m getting off… more tomorrow maybe.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life