November 12, 2008

well…. this sucks

I was going to do the challenge but after the day that I’ve had I’m just not in the mood.

Guess what amazing news I found out today…

Instead of Chris deploying in June for 9 months…. there is a chance that he will now deploy for 6 months… in FEBRUARY!!!!!

FUCKING FEBRUARY!

Yeah… I don’t even know how to feel about it. Chris told me this morning while I was at work. Nothing is certain yet and he won’t know if he is or not til hopefully tomorrow. When he called and told me I was just about numb to the whole thing… more pissed then anything. I didn’t cry, I just don’t know what to think anymore. He is deploying no matter what, there is no way out of it. And I don’t know which one I should hope for. And you know what at this point I don’t even care.

The Army SUCKS! I am just about numb to it all. If he deploys in February there is a good chance that we will miss Valentine’s Day (again) plus Easter, his birthday, our anniversary (either way). Ugh I just want to know… either way I want to know what is going on…. because I would like to know what is going on with my life.

But then again….. the Army like to keep you in the dark until the last possible second.

They better fucking know by tomorrow…. thats all I have to say.

photobucket … don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life

Red_James

November 13, 2008

that sucks, im sorry to hear… the army does suck, but if all works out he wont be going anywhere once the new prez takes over

ryn, true, but i will cross ym fingers for you. love the pic by the way

SweetTam

I think the sooner the deployment starts the sooner it will be done and over with. 6 months is sounding better than 9 atleast.

committhis2memory

I’m sorry you have to go through this again! *HUGS*

mowestgirl04

November 14, 2008

I am so sorry girl!!! You know I am always here for you so we can complain about the army since we seem to be going through crap with them alot lately.

This Opinion of Mine

that sucks babe <3

i found you on the NoJoMo page and have been reading your diary for a few days. i just want to say – that sucks. i hope you get as much time with him as you can.

mama22

i would say….the 6 month deployment in february would be better….you have to prepare yourself for deploymens…when i went through my first deployment with my ex i didnt prepare myself for it..but i knew he was going to have to again..and i did..so when he told me i was okay. i just knew that it’s his job and it has to be done no matter how much i didnt like it….just try to see it like that.yes it’s going to suck that he’s going to be gone…but there is nothing we can do about it.

xxWith-Love

thats a piss off. hope all goes well with that. hang in there hun! * hugs *

leaden.wings

hopefully its only 6 months though, right?? *hugs*

Forging of the Night

Give em hell sexy!!!!