sick….. ugh

Ugh… that is what I have spent the last 2 days doing…. puking  which is weird for me because it usually only happens once and I feel fine. I haven’t really eaten anything and I am hungry but I just don’t feel like eating. I finally got my stomach to stop hurting and I am in no mood to have it start again.

I started looking into the school I want to go to. I have til July 15 to apply and I am trying to figure out how I am going to apply and get instate tuition. My mum is on my ass to apply now and I know that I should but if I am a resient of NC then I only have to pay a little over $3,000 a year as opposed to $13,000. I need to save as much money as I can and I am still trying to get all my bills paid off. Stupid money always standing in my way.

I finally found a way to get some boxes so now I can start packing. Everyday I look at my room I find myself thinking where is all my shit going to go. I know that I can take everything, I have way too much stuff and Chris has a lot of stuff to and I don’t want our place to be cluttered before we even move in.

I think that I finally figured out what I want my first tat to look like. The image hooked to the star is a tribla leo symbol and I really like the star at the top. I am not a fan of the little dots on the sides and I am looking at what I would rather it be. I was thinking that most of it woud be black and the stars on the sides could be filled in a blue or purple color. I don’t think that I want the bigger star at the top to be filled in.

I don’t know when I am going to get this done but it should be before I move. I would love it if I could get some of it done this weekend coming up while Chris is here so he could be there for my first tat but I don’t know if that is going to work out. We will just have to wait and see. Ashley told me that she wanted to know if Chris and I wanted baby duty Saturday morning while she is at work! I am so excited about being able to have Evan while Chris is here, it will kinda be like us having our own little family. It will be fun to see what that will be like. I haven’t told him about it yet, he was out late last night and hasn’t gotten up yet.

I am still trying to take it easy today…. so I’m not really sure what I am going to do. I need to wash my car and clean my room and go through my closet and wash some clothes…. hmmmmm maybe I should get started.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life