forever waiting or so it seems
So I am beginning to think that I am going to spend my whole entire life waiting. Yeah I know that isn’t totally true but damnit it feels that way. I always feel like time is against me. I’m counting down til Chris and I move in together, I’m counting til Memorial Day weekend (and the Army had better NOT fuck that up), I’m counting down til we get married, til I finish school, til we get to start having kids…. I feel like I am always counting down but I am never getting there. I am beyond frustrated right now! I just want to see my finace! Is that too much to ask… to just see him. To go to the movies with him, to feel his arms around me, to feel his lips against mine…. my hand in his…. I am SICK TO FLIPPING DEATH of waiting all the time. Seriously, why does there have to be all these miles, all this time, all this distance between us? Why can’t I just get to BE with my finace?
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Ok… that is my rant for the day. Thanks for reading
… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! 
… music is my life
love the cat!
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Damn, do I know that feeling or what? It sucks having to wait.
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hang in there
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just remember, every day brings one step closer. try to think of it that way instead of, oh my god its never happening.
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Almost there…almost… RYN: Okay, now I REALLY want to go to Bragg! I was starting to warm up about the idea already, but if I’m already going to know people, what could be better? So cross your fingers, toes, and everything else that you can that we go there!
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