some pictures of NC

Ugh… its been 2 days since Chris went back to NC and it feels like forever. I miss his kisses, I miss his arms around me, I miss the way he always knows when I am upset and wraps his arms around me…. I miss his arms around me at night. Sleep is for shit without him and I am so tired….. and I try so hard to sleep through the night, but its almost impossible without him. I love that man so much, I hope he knows how much I love him. Every time I look at the ring on my finger those butterflies float back into my stomach and I fall in love with him all over again.

I wanted to post some more pictures from my super awesome NC vacay!

what true happiness looks like

her & him

he wanted a funny picture lol

the beautiful trail at the Botanical Gardens

beautiful!!!

the flowers were just amazing

I keep looking at the pictures over and over… I had so much fun. It was so great and now we are back to talking over the phone and falling asleep over the phone at night. UGH! I know that I will be driving down there for his formal soon but its hard to go from spending almost every second of the day with him to not seeing him at all. And saying goodbye to him is always so hard and this time it was worse for both of us. It was a teary eyed good bye for both of us.

I have so much to do over the next 3 months though. I need to start writing my list out so that I can make sure that I get everything done. I just want the move down to go smoothly so I want to make sure I do everything on my end that I can. I need to get as many of my bills paid off as I can because I don’t want to be a financial burden on Chris which I have a feeling that I am going to be. *sigh*

Oh crap…. its after midnight and I have to get up in less then 7 hours now. Ugh….. guess I should head to bed. Hope you like the pictures.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life