time moves so slowly

Wow… it has been so long since I wrote… again! I am seriously slacking with my OD, sorry favs.

Well, its about 11 days now til I get to go back to North Carolina and see Chris and I am seriously starting to lose my mind. I can’t believe that I haven’t seen him since the beginning of January. I miss him so much and the closer it gets to me going down the slower time seems to go. I have 9 more days of work to get through and then I will be on a plane to see him and jump into his arms. I am thinking about buying a really cute outfit to wear but I will have to see where my money stands at the end of the week.

I just can’t wait to see Chris. He has been so down recently and I have been trying to reassure him that we are going to be great when we move in together but I have a feeling that my words are just that…. words, and that they aren’t really doing much to make him feel better. I know that he is worried that he and I are going to turn out like his ex-wife and him did, and I know that won’t be what happens. I just want time to hurry up so I can move down there and show him how a real relationship should be when two people are living together, but its going to be new for me too. All the times that I have lived with someone have always ended up with me doing all the work around the house and in the relationship so this is going to be new ground for both of us.

I went rock climbing at in indoor rock gym this weekend and it was so much fun and such a work out. I have a bruise on my knee from slipping and smacking into the wall but thats it and I made it all the way up 4 walls, almost up 3 more and halfway up 2 so it was a lot of fun. I might go back this week…. I haven’t decided yet.

I have so much more to write about but I really need to get to bed…. so hopefully more to come tomorrow.

… don’t be afraid, sometimes they come true! … music is my life