I still have to be strong

I don’t really have it in me to write a lot today. I am focusing all my energy on being positive and strong for my hero. Rob text me while I was at work this morning…. we were just talking about our days and everything… its so nice to be able to hear from him like this, although I wish that the circumstances were different. Then he sends me a text that says "Did I ever tell you how much I love you babe" and after I reply to that he says "Ok… my vision is getting worse"

I told him to stay positive and that no matter what happens I will always love him and I will always be here. I am trying to stay focused and keep sending positive energy his way… sounds like I have a lot of meditation ahead of me right now. By some miracle I haven’t been freaking out about it and I still focused on making Rob feel better and making him smile… I know that everything will be ok. He is my hero, he is my best friend, he is my other half and I know that nothing will happen to him… its just…. yeah. I just wish that I could be there with him… that I could be the one taking care of him, thats my job and right now the best I can do is tell him to be positive and stay strong, which frustrates me to no end!

Sometimes I don’t know where I get this strength from, but I believe that I get a lot of it from him and the rest of it from the Lord and Lady.

I just hope that I can hold on to this strength…

Summer book list

1. Chicken Soup for the Military Wife’s Soul… 307 pages

2. Twilight (book 1) by Stephenie Meyer… 498 pages

3. New Moon (book 2) by Stephenie Meyer… 567 pages

4. Eclipse (book 3) by Stephenie Meyer… waiting for the book release in August

5. Echohawk by Lynda Durrant… 12 pages in