its a long road ahead… but we can do this

*first off… my title for this entry is borrowed from a poem from one of my favorites…*

One of my friends sent me this today… it made me cry, but smile at the same time. There has still been no call from him yet, I find myself staring at the phone sometimes just hoping that it will ring and it will be him. I wish that all of this was over… I wish that he was coming home, but I know that this is just the beginning of all of this. *sigh*

I miss him…..

Anyway…. The weather is getting gross here. Thunderstormed yesterday and my shoes are still wet, but oh well. I wish that I hadn’t of been so tired or I would have gone out to run in the rain. Thats one of my favorite things to do… run in the rain. (not during the thunderstorm part of course lol) but I have just been so tired and even when I do manage to sleep I still wake up exhausted. I bought the new Linkin Park cd… Minuets to Midnight… OMG its sooo amazing! Different from their usual stuff, but still good. I have been listening to that nonstop.

The diet has been going well… so far I have had rice cakes, special k cereal, fruit, carrots, salad, scallops, and have had NO soda and been drinking a lot of water. I have also done my morning work out everyday this week except for Monday. So far so good, I think that I am going to go running tonight but I don’t know…. I need to start though.

Tomorrow is going to be amazing…. I am tired of being in my house all the time so my friend Jon and I are going to hang out all day…. I am really excited. I haven’t been hangning out with anyone else recently, but I had a feeling that was going to happen once summer started and everyone came home. I didn’t expect anything less so I guess I am ok with it. Thankfully there is Jon, he has been keeping me sane the past couple of days so I am oober excited to hang out with him. Oopss… time to go to work, but tomorrow = no work + Jon!! Hurray!