your love runs too deep to escape from it now

OK… so that numb feeling that I was talking about… yeah, that wore off. Thats all I’m saying about that.

One final down today and 3 more to go. I have one on Monday and my 2 big ones on Tuesday, but then after that I am finally done this awful semester! The Monday Ed Psych final I don’t really care about… I think I got a B in that class so I am fine with that. English Comp was the final that I had today and I think that I got an A or B in that class. My Trend final is first on Tuesday… and I think that I have either a C or B in that class, so I really need to do good on this final and it is 8 chapters long! UGH!!! Then… Chem. I think that I am failing that class or I have a D, either way that sucks! I need to do good on this final… hopefully I do… I am hoping for a C in that class cause if it is anything lower I am going to have to take the class again and that will suck… SUCK!!! I am so bad at Chem and I just want out of CCC.

The notice went out to all the parents that HCC won’t be at CKS next year. The school is really pushing for Sean to stay and run the program and he said that he won’t do it unless I am part of the deal, haha I love Sean for that. Otherwise I am going to push for supervisor at Lizzy Haddon, cause I need the money!

Wednesday is the beginning of my job hunt! My mum has still said nothing about me taking summer classes so I don’t think that I will be able to which sucks cause I need them to get the hell out of this school. UGH!

My cats are finally with me agian… I have missed them so much, but Aurora and Riku are finally back home with me… sleeping in the bed with me. Its nice to not have to sleep alone.

I am happy that the semester is over. I have a lot that I need to get done this summer and not being in classes will give me more time to get it all done, although I would like just 2 summer classes. That would be nice.

My mind has been a mess recently, which is why I haven’t written in a long time. I am sorry if I haven’t been noting like usual and getting my entries in, it has become hard for me to sit here at the computer and focus on anything. I have so much going on in this lost mind of mine sometimes that I just have to go wander off and do something else although lately that something else has been study my ass off. Just 3 more days (not counting the weekend) and I am done with all the end of semester stress.