and now the real worrying begins

So Rob wrote an entry today… and left me a myspace message. He is in Iraq today.

I am freaking out and started crying the second I read it because I know that this is the time to worry.

It sounds like he is going to a dangerous place… it sounds bad.

I hate this….. HATE THIS!

I hardly got to talk to him at all, and now I will talk to him even less. There are so many other girls that I talk to and they have gotten so many calls and get to talk to their soldiers on aim and everything and I am so jealous. And now with him in Iraq I will get to talk to him even less then the few times I got to talk to him before.

I am so worried….

*Lord and Lady please watch over my heart… protect him and keep him safe, give him strength and let him know that I am always here. Please bring him home safe and healthy, to me*

Rob… I don’t know if you will get the chance to read this any time soon. I want you to know that I love you more then anything… and that I know that you love me to. I want you to know that I am always with you no matter what, you are never alone. We sleep under the same sky, we breathe the same air and I will be here waiting for you, so we can start our lives together, hopefully. These will be the hardest times that we have to face, but once you are home our love with just grow that much more and that much faster. My love for you is eternal. Never goodbye only love babe.