sometimes you stand only to fall *EDIT*

So my life is just a mess….

I went to the concert last night…. Chris and I got into a fight at the concert… I got separeted from Amanda for the whole show…. Amy Lee is so hott and her voice is even more amazing in person…. and then Chris almost got arrested… and now I have a totally flat tire.

Ah… my life….

I know that there are so many more details to add to all of this, but I am waiting for a tow truck to come pick me up so that I can miss my class… and it figures cause I actually did the homework this time. My life is just mocking me…

HA…..

But Amy Lee….. OMG…. she is so gorgeous, and beautiful and hott and OMG… I was screaming the whole time, singing every song at the top of my lungs. And her outfit was amazing! And her voice is so sexy… AAAHHHHH!

Amanda…. the next Evanescence concert…. we are going 3 hours early…. to stand right in front so when she throws another bottle of water into the crowd we can have it!!!!! But I’m glad that we got to buy stuff together, and hang out before… and I look forward to hanging out this weekend! I LOVE you!!!

Still waiting for the tow truck… my first class started 12 min ago. *sigh*

~EDIT~

So I guess I should go into all the details…

Well Amanda and I ended up getting ready at her place… which was cool since I had never been in her room before and as I expected it was decked out in Evanescence posters, Amy Lee posters, and more art work. But we got all ready and used the GPS to find the Electric Factory. It took us about 20 min to get there and the line was about 2 blocks long (and Philly blocks are longer then normal) and we got there early. OMG… the line was crazy!!! Amanda and I finally got in line after dealing with the insane parking lot attendents, and then we had to wait for Chris.

I don’t know if I wrote about this yet, but ticketmaster fucked up my tickets and I never got them in the mail so I had to pick them up at the box office at the EF (Electric Factory) and since Chris was at work that meant I had to wait for him to get there in order for me to give him his ticket. Amanda and I ended up borrowing some dudes cell to call Chris and find out where he was…. it was so crazy.

Then the line started to move and Chris still wasn’t there… Amanda went in without me. I stood there for almost an hour waiting for Chris to show… the whole line went in and he still wasn’t there. Like 6 different people asked me if I had an extra ticket. It was crazy… I thought about 30 different people were Chris. I almost ran up to one guy cause I was so frustrated and he looked a lot like Chris. I felt so stupid….

But Chris finally got there and I was so frustrated cause the opening band had started…. that I yelled at Chris. And he got so mad at me… and I was even more upset when I realized that I wouldn’t be able to find Amanda… and Chris was so mad and he would hardly look at me…. I was afraid that I was going to be alone during the whole concert with no Amanda and Chris pissed at me. As soon as I got in I realized that there was no way that I would find Amanda, the place was packed with about 3,000 people. I tried to make my way through the crowd, but all the tall people were up front, go figure, so I was in the back about 30 ft from the stage. But the EF is so small…. and in the back I could see the stage better then in the front.

I opening band was good and the lead singer was really hott… lol! The band was Revelation Theory… I liked them… Chris got their cd for free and I am going to copy it soon. I tried so hard to find Amanda… I tried to walk up the stairs but the event staff yelled at me to get off the steps. During the intermission I looked for Amanda… jumped up and down…. it was crazy. But then Evanescence came on…. OMG!!!!!! I died… I was screaming and she was right there… so close….. so beautiful…. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I screamed every song…. hands in the air…. screaming the whole time…. staring at her and how amazing she is… even her speaking voice is beautiful. She threw a bottle of half drunk water into the crowd…. DAMN I wish that I had gotten it… I would have cherished that bottle forever!!!! Her voice is even better live… oinanaoihfakjna;vnaoighawfbjbakiuhawijbakjfnaflksmn I love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chris left the digial camera card in the truck so I didn’t get any pictures…  Sorry everyone… I am just as upset about it as you.

Then the concert was over and Amanda and I finally met up. We decided to go buy stuff…. and then Chris started talking to these ugly fat drunk chicks….. and flirting with them like crazy…. and gave all 3 of them his number…. I was so angry and hurt…. it made me feel like shit… like he spent as much time as he could with me at the concert and couldn’t wait to be rid of me so he could go off and try to talk to anything with boobs. I was so hurt… I asked him to get me something to drink, and apparently he was too occupied with those older 30 yr old women to get me something. I just feel like I am so vulnerable around Chris, he can always make me feel like shit. And I know that I shouldn’t let him have that kind of control…. but I can’t help it. I feel worthless and unimportant around him… like I am just a toy to him to play with when he wants to or throw away when he is tired of it.

*sigh*

And then… karma came to hit Chris in the face for treating me like that at the concert and he got pulled over about 2 blocks from home. He almost got arrested and his truck impounded. But of course Chris and his Chris charm got him off with a couple tickets and he was able to drive home. I had to admit that I was scared for Chris… I remember the last time that he got arrested and put in jail for bench warrent

s…. I was so scared and worried about him. And when I saw his truck on the side of the road, I was so scared and worried and upset. After I dropped Amanda off I sped home to try and find him. When I saw his truck at home I was so happy.

So that was the night…. and then this morning I had a totally flat tire… what the fuck!? My luck is just horrible….

But all in all…. I had a awesome time at the concert and I was happy that Chris and I got to spend it together… since it was a first concert for both of us….. I wish that I could have got to be with Amanda too, but next Evanescence concert Amanda… it will be better…. =D …. I got to see Amy Lee in person and she is totally hott…. Chris and I worked the night out…. Chris didn’t get arrested…. Amanda and I are closer everytime we hang out… and yeah…..

*sigh* Amy….. Lee…. *sigh*

LOVE…

anyway… so that is my really long update!!!! ENJOY!!!!