at a loss

i don’t know what has been going on with me lately. i am just not in the mood to write anymore. i have lost all interest in it. i sat here til almost 2am last night. . . trying to write something. as you can see all i came up with was a big nothing. . . NOTHING!! *sigh* i have a test on monday, maybe i will start to study for it tomorrow. . . maybe not. i don’t have work on monday which is weird since i usually work every mon, wed, and fri at papa johns. but hey i am not going to complain, chris still thinks that i have work so i am going to try and go out with friends. i guess i will have to see how that works. i might go see kelsey at work, since i never get to see her anymore.

i think that i am going to hang out with geoff tomorrow. i saw that he was on myspace so i added him and we have been talking ever since. we were really close in high school, but went through some drama and lost touch for a while. but we are both out of high school now so no more drama right. . . yea i guess we will have to wait and see on that one.

had a run in with erica at the baby shower. . .GGRRR. so i left early. i don’t need to mess around with her and her games that she is trying to play. i have enough stress without getting into something with her. so i thought it better that i leave. i have pictures of brandi and tim and once i get them developed i will post them on here. she had so much stuff. . . she was opening presents for 3 & 1/2  hours. i hope that i get that much stuff when i decide to have a baby and a baby shower. oh well.