i hope a great day

Blessed Samhain!

Happy Halloween!

I am so excited about today. Samhain is my favorite day of the year. I already did my meditation this morning. . . I was determined not to let anything stop me from connecting with the Lord and Lady today. The weather for today is supposed to be amazing. It is sunny and 70 degress right now. BEAUTIFUL. . .

I have already planned my ritual for tonight, I picked out a spot in some secluded woods in my neighborhood and I already brought the incense and candles there last night. I am going by myself, but I think the the time by myself will be good for me. I plan on going around dusk in my "costume" and if at all possible I will post pictures later. If all goes as planned I will have my Feast for the Dead, cast a circle, call the guardians, meditate, banish my negative thoughts and share my resolutions for the new year, and then open and release. Hopefully if all goes well it will take about three hours and then I won’t miss trick-or-treating with my little brother. It has been a long time since I have been able to do rituals outside, but I am so excited about it.

I guess I will have to wait and see if everything will work out. I am not sure, but so far so good. I even got my car inspected, the sticker expires today (oops. . .)

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As for me. . . today is a very powerful day and I know that I am being affected by the atmosphere. Things have been getting more difficult for me lately, but in a positive way if that is possible. My heart has been racing a thousand miles a min, but I am happy with the way things are going. I know that the future is going to bring trying times. I am trying to prepare myself now. I will write about this later because my mind is not in the place to write about this.

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October 31, 2005

thanks for the note. It’s just really hard right now trying to figure out how we’re suppose to pay bills, get the things we need (food, and personal cleaning stuff plus what the cats need), get the cats to the vet like they need. It’s like we have to take from one thing to pay/get the other and it’s really starting to suck bad. It’s been like this before but now it’s even harder because we’re on

October 31, 2005

own and we don’t have mom living upstaires who could say “don’t worry about giving me rent this week, get the other bills paid and get the things you guys need”. So it’s just really hard on us now because everything has just seemed to cramble since we’ve moved out on our own like moving wasn’t meant to happen or something. It’s just hard

FUN!! I’m glad you get to do your rituals today. It’s funny, ’cause I always think if halloween as being a negative holiday, but then I read stuff like this (or talk to my friend who’s a wiccen) and I love halloween. I don’t celebrate it, but I love the light it’s cast in. Hugs n’ Kisses