It kills me
But I guess I am meant to be bruised.
I got real good darlin. Of the punchin and the pullin
I have gotten so use to you pullin on my thread.
But I am tired of coming unravelled.
I am tired of how you make me feel
Can I not just love you?
Why must you make this so complicated?
Why must we fight?
I give in you win.
I dont want to beg anymore.
My knees are getting scrapped from this wooden floor.
I feel so hollow inside.
I really am all cried out.
So please stop stabbing my heart with the key I gave you.
I would do anything.
Anything.
If you would just please.
Stop.
It kills me. To be accused of. These things I never commit.
Of being human I error.
But you are the judge and jury.
And I am guilty.
With or without any guarantees.
So hurt me again.
And again.
Keep accusing me.
Because baby.
You sure look pretty.
As you are putting the damage on.