So Ugly

Bewitch me sweet man. With the tail and the head..

Take me down in my bed.

Lie a lie. With a truth..Bewitch me to fall inside and lose myself in you.

Walk away to a dark place.

Distant. Like Always.

Wrap me around your finger.

Sweet Ribbon so very crimson. Weave a dream into a lie.

Fantasy so bittersweet.

Certain.With a pledge like a crisscross across the heart.

Bound by this loveless trail of disaster.

I just wanna try.

Time to lose.

To escape..Win this game.

Deny my disease.

Like cancer it eats away.

After all love.

Love is so ugly love.

And lost away in me.

I cut it out.With a knife. Until I have left is holes where my soul was.

And I wonder.Where it all went.

Look in your eyes.

You have it.

Never deny..Point..

And blame.