I know..I know

I know today is thanksgiving..and Im suposed to be all…Happy thanksgiving and shit.

But..I am spending thanksgiving on my own..In my house with no one.

So pardon me for not saying happy thanksgiving and meaning it.

On other notes:

1.Bear was here. For like five days. IT was great. A nice warm blanket that always makes sense and never makes me feel like I am spiralling out of control.

2.Last night Caleb came over.It was play time like usual.Silliness. Watching him kick ass at rockband..Him watching me kick ass at kareoke. IT was really nice.

Now i prolly wont see him for a month or so and then be considering if he even likes me..and itll be what it is all over again..

Cz He kinda makes me feel insane sometimes with his inverted self.

Text me if you need something to do.

I will prolly answer if im not napping..since I do it off and on.

Adios.Siarai..

If you have been my online friend for a long time.( at least a year). and want my number and can text..lemme know.