It all spirals in an upward motion.

I use to spiral downwards a lot. Not because I was depressed in ah.oh. I. Know I feel like crappy. depressed way.

More like an: I can not help it,my head might explode,the roaring is deafening and everything is crashing in the grey mass sort of depression. The I sleep all day and when I wake I feel severly sick and my mind is ill at ease, depressing..
But lately I do not stay that way for very long at all.

I love the tingly heart wrenching sensation that Master Bear Provokes in me. In all layers. All sides. All Parts.

It makes things much easier.

I am holding my son’s stuffed dinosaur that he built at build a bear. He seems to like sharing his stuffed animals with me after he woke up. Earlier he had breakfast with Captaon Jack sparrow( a kitty cat pirate..stuffed) and Spike Danger( a stuffed dinosaur.) And during breakfast they talked amongst themselves and had idle imagination chatter.

It was adorable.

Normally Master Bear and I see each other every day. At least before he goes to work and every saterday as date night. But this Saterday we in fact did not have date night. I had arrangements with family.So it was the basic three days away from one another. I about  missed him silly.

I made him cookies in the shape of a rose and heart. The heart had frosting and sprinkles.

Oh and in case  you need gift ideas for christmas you must go see: http://www.gift.com.
I found it most helpful. : )
 Laters,Siarai