in front of your eyes I’m invisible

and I am so fucking tired of telling you.

So I’m A little cynical today. But here is the thing. I am tired of asking people to give a fuck. It makes me cranky..ANd I dont like being cranky.

Either people care..Or they don’t. I think Im gonna do the second part myself for a while. The first part just pisses me off when I am the only one doing it.

Oh and..A certain ex boyfriend of mine is seeing how many people he can go around and say I love you too and see how many believe him..I am so glad I didnt trust him..Because if I did. Well.I am glad anyway.
I hope no one else believed him.

I think he is just lonely.
Or an ass. Technically I think most humans are assholes. Pardon me for being blunt but that seems to be the general truth that I come across with most of my interaction with humans.
Assholes. Maybe..3 people that arent assholes..Maybe..Wow.
That is fucked up odds. Lemme just tell you.

Oh and if cursing bothers me. Dont bother reading me..Im in a rotten mood. I shoulda gone and done what I wanted to last night before work instead of staying at home..Eh..So much for wishing..I guess another time.

Any way. Adios,Siarai

Ps. I met some one via this opendiary and made a decision he is now my friend.. I like making new friends. Especially when they are as nice as he is…Well. You are coo’ Chris. : ) Lata.

Oh and..The board has been seriously slain and I havent seen much of D.Meh.
Music Video:OBJECTION (TANGO) (by Shakira)

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