ello. Mi friendlies

Yep. Im alive..quiet. And very alive. : )
I know I do not write as much as I use to and for that I am sorry. But honestly I think it is good that I do not write as much.It is because I am happier.

You can blame it on love. Or accomplishment or less drama but either way I just do not have as much to say anymore. Unless it involves things like this.
1. I love D. He makes me happy. I really like how happy he makes me.
2.Peace is what you make it. Not everything is simple and easy to understand but if you find joy in the things that bring you joy accept your faults and move on things really do go easier.
3.I love my son. He is perfect. Beautiful. Honest. Clever and really great.
4. My friend Jamie is a really great best friend. She tries really hard in her life. I wish people would see how beautiful I see her as. Some men are just stupid and do not see what an extrodinary beauty she is. You see most people do not realize beauty rests in a persons soul and hers shines like a diamond. Her soul is more beautiful then any models body hands down.
5.My parents are the best parents any person can ever have.Ever.
6.As much as I complain about my job I do like it also. I get to be obsessive complusive without it seeming wierd. I getta do what I want as long as the place smells clean and I getta be up late at night and I have an excuse. There is sometimes when I dont wanna work and that is because I wanna just crawl in bed with my man and sleep. But everyone has those days and lately for me they are few and far between.
7. I have not had anything to drink in a really long time. I Just have two people that motivate me in this but they are incredible and so invaluable. I love you Jamie and D. But you both know this;) Dontcha;)
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You see Everyone can look at the negative. Think thier life sucks but I dont want to do that anymore because their is so much beauty in my life it is undeniable.
I hope you all realize that for this I might write less often and yes even go online less often. It is not because I am ignoring any one. I am just living for once. Living is grand. Everyone thinks they are.

Until they really are. 🙂
Siarai