bored..siarai can be very wierd for one and all.

Music Video:KILLING LONELINESS (by H.I.M.)

 

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so yep…I was bored at work. I only had one load of laundrey and six rooms to clean so I clocked off early and acted rather unusual. I entertained my self though…:P

 

 

I miss my D. Mucho. Mucho.

I did get to see him saterday night/Sunday morning. WHich is something I always like. : )

 

I also talked to Tj on the phone today. I pretty much gave him an ultimatium. Such as..Until you pay child support you will not see bud.

I hope he sees that I mean business and acts like a man instead of a little boy.

Im tired of his bullshit.

 

Well you all have a good day. Im goin sleepy. Mucho love,Siarai

(Well I will be going to sleep eventually anyway)

Just some rambling:Nevermind if it doesnt make sense.

Supose I never ever loved you. Supose I never fell at all. Supose I never wrote some love songs to cushion my fall. Supose I never smiled. As I painted all these trees. Supose i never ever kissed you. Would my heart still felt it all? Supose I never touched the back of your neck as You pulled me close too. Supose I never really talked and fell in love with you. Supose I never smiled as my insides gleamed. Happily gleamed in love. Supose I never felt this way. Would it matter at all? Supose I never met you. Would it save me from it all? What if I was supose to met you> And I took path one instead of path 2 would My heart be empty for ever until I laid my eyes upon you.I seem to think this path was meant to be. That my faith and fate was shifted as I gaze upon you. And yes I understand. That I was meant for you. Just As you were meant for me. Even if it as only as long as this path carries us..Or for all we have to see. Which comes first comes first but until then all I gotta say. Is I will entwine my fingers with yours. Lay my head on your shoulder and Just wait. But you and I.. We make our own path. Lets never falter baby.