They say time heals everything..

Music Video:NOT READY TO MAKE NICE: YAHOO! MUSIC EXCLUSIVE PERFORMANCE (by Dixie Chicks)

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but Im still waiting.

you see if I have given someone many chances.. and Im past it.

I don’t feel like it anymore.

I deserve better then what he feels like giving. I dont want to be evil about it. Despite how I feel inside.

No matter how much I love you. I will not be you second choice anymore.

You either want me or you don’t.

That is just the way it goes.

You see  I know something about me you are too fucking blind to realize.

Too fucking blind. I am more then a pretty face or a 3 in the morning fuck. And I believe that is all I am to you.

So I am over it.

I dont fucking care anymore.

In fact mister Intense..No matter how much I love you..I cant let me love you anymore.

The wall is there now. There is no key to it. I cant do this. Im tired.

And You are killing what I have left to offer.

And you know..there are men that would gladly want me to turn this fucking attention I give you to them.

So I am.

You are my friend. I love you but I am tired of how you treat me.

And in fact I am just tired of it all.

I have alot to offer a person. You dont want it..Fine. I can think of one man that does.

SO go climb into that wall you put around yourself.

Shut me off. Ignore me. Do what you must do..

But I dont burn these bridges.

You do.

And Im fucking tired.

You get it.. I hope you do.

Dont turn a deaf ear to it. Dont think well eventually Sara will change her mind..

Because as this song says..

*forgive sounds good..forget I dont think I could. Im not ready to play nice*

Oh and by the way. I had a nice conversation with Linda.. maybe you should go back to her.

She loves you. Obviously. But I am sure just like all these girls that love you she is just another brick in your wall to shut yourself off to all of us that love you.

Well shut me out. Becuase I am fucking tired anyway..You get it?

Good.

……………….

And for everyone else..That is what laundrey and late night conversations with a man that gives a shit about your feelings does.

Makes you realize how fucking stupid youve been.

Well no more.

Siarai

Ps..Im gonna write  a favorites only in a bit.