I had a dream

Another heartbreak
my music

So I had a dream last night.I havent actually dreamt anything in a long time. This dream sort of freaks me out a little.

The urge to call him is great.

SO in my dream I am in my old art class. Sitting next to brandi(one of the very few female friends I had back then. I haven’t seen her in years)

We were talking about love.Soulmates. How someone completes you somehow and they don’t even get it.(we use to have these sorts of conversations all the time.)

We got on the topic of mister intense.

She asked me" well if you feel this way.dont ignore him. Just dont expect him to change.Love him despite the flaws sara."

I told her. I think I have hardened myself to him. She then asked me what flower reminds me of him. I told her purple irises. Absolutely no thinking at the time but for some reason they do.

Then. Every vase in the room sprouted irises. ANd Brandi said after"He still lives in you Sara.Dont deny what part of you needs him."

After that I saw a shadow on the back wall. I told her that shadow kind of looks like him.

(By the way the whole time I was having this dream the In The light song was playing)

Then I looked across from me and he was sitting on the table. He didnt say anything. He reached across the table and held my hand.

I asked him why must he get inside of me like that.

He wrote on a piece of parchment paper and pushed it across the table.

I opened it up and it said.

*Why must you get inside of me like that? why must you move me. Provoke me. Why must you make me feel these things that scare me so much. Why must it be so complicated?"

I woke up after reading that. I have no idea what that dream means but..wow.

Talk about having a nice little mind fuck to start the day..Geesh.

adios,Siarai