uselessness

Tears are useless. But yet they fall. If they keep falling at this rate I might drown.

Lets move her strings..Push her until she breaks.

Laugh at  her when she falls on her bottom.

Dump on her when she hurts.

It is so easy. So easy.

You hold up well, they say as they push.

How much longer can I hold up.

Do I want to?

It would be so much easier. To give up. To crack.

To die inside. To hide. To hide from it all.
To just not give a fuck.

If I am not careful..I might drown.

maybe I want to drown.drown in these tears. Just to feel anything but this.

Maybe i wont die any more deep down inside.