if you have been to my myspace.

*Come on baby. Make me bleed.Give it to me It is what I need.Fuck the sunshine,Gimme the rain.Tell me a pretty lie so I can be your fool again,Pull on the string and I jerk about, Just another dolly on your string. With bloody kisses and bruised knees*

If you mightve been to myspace you mightve seen that.
I wrote that after I got that phone call from that girl.
I wrote it on a napkin. In the bathroom.So the girl i was working with wouldnt see me cry.
And here is the fucked up thing..That bitch who called me kept fucking texting me.
I hope it cost her a fucking leg to cover her nasty little messages.

and she told me she would beat me down if I talked to boomer.Bring it on.*puts on her gloves*
I may look small but…I am mean. And I will kick your ass.
Now if you wanna see me in my kimono go back one entry. But this my dears is for the poetry  i have been working on. I am curious to find out if it is well recieved.Now lemme just tell you it is about my last four days okdoke? Okdoke:)

Ipurge
I never put you in a place where you felt like you might be
The only boy for me.
The only toy for me. For I am not your girl.
I never rested my head because I was teary. Just because I was weary.
Baby lay me down.
I knew that you might be.
This man i feel I might need. Dedicated time.
For such pretty lies.
Did you mean what you said? No did you. Or Am I breaking this up?
Is my paranoia out of place?
Or Am I some girl you just fucked in haste?
I adore you. right up there with this lovely mental mind fuck.
That i get with each hate ful message.
What she says is so much like what I hear when I am trying to sleep and I am going fucking crazy.
He doesnt like you. He thinks you are annoying.You are a whore.Such a fatt whore.
I will tell him that you are not worth his time.His time. His fucking time.
Oh.
What I would do To run into her in a dark alley and beat the wholy fuck out of her.
I hate feeling let down. I hate being lied to.
What did I do? I never lied to you.
Could I have gotten a warning? Been better prepared?
Then I couldve fucked with her head.
Then I couldve
I couldve.
All this angry builds up and out of my mouth it spews.
Angry little hateful words. Push my mouth into my pillow why I purge.
So no one hears it as i say it .
You dumb fucking cunt.
I adore you.
I want to be with.
You. i want.
Oh I want.
Oh how I want.
Fuck it.
I want you.
Do you want me too?

Well that be it..Hope you like it.I got more but maybe later.Gotta work today 😛 and…I havent even slept dammit.
Adios mi amigos,Siarai