Just a warning: this poem is about..Old stuff. : )

Mental Mind Fuck And YOu

You play this game. This game I have no interest in. Touch her. Tease her.

Then let her be. Let her be.

How can such a good boy like you be interested in a girl like me?

Then you Lie ..You lie. I see pants around your ankles

Yet you LIE. I know what you are doing in private corners, in public places. I am no fool.

You should know..I am never your fool.

You give roses to other girls. Some thing you use to do..

Only for me. But I would never reallt do

(Never really your girl)

Before you left to fight the good fight.

I found naked pictures..Of my best friend.. and You seem to think you have the right

The right to hide them in our bed.. Were once upon a time we made love

And I found condom wrappers in our car..the same car Our son was concieved

I never realized quite before How much I was decieved.

But you lied.How long have you been just another story teller, How long have you been spinning this web of lies

and I just wanted to believe. To hold you..I cried.

But I have had enough.

I packed my things in my red bag all I could carry and my baby on my other hip

I dont want any more of your shit

This mental mind fuck is under my skin

I can try to love you..But my love won’t win

Turns out it is your nature to be this beast

I should just go on..go on.

SO I did..So  I did.

But you are still there somewhere. Haunting me. You affect my heart. Still

When ever I love I think

I think..Is he like you. Is he?

I hope he isnt. But Is He?

What your mental mind fucks and you taught me..

Yes what You taught me.

 

Yeah it isnt cheerful But is one of the things I wrote the other day. Plus it is the only one I really like right now. I am working on the others. Tiamo mi amigos y mi amore. SIarai