The thing I regret the most.


I MISS MY FRIEND (Darryl Worley)

 

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I was asked a question about what I regret the most.

This is quite a question.

What I regret the most happened not very long ago.

Once upon a time, I wasn’t mentally well. I accused matt Of trying to mislead me. Of trying to hurt me. I wrote a very hurtful entry about it. Here it is: CLICK HERE>

But I was wrong. And I pushed him away. When I pushed him a way he stopped talking to me. Not only that I stopped having dreams with him in them also. When that happened I missed him SO much.

I wanted to ask him to stop running from me. I couldnt though. I felt horrible because of it.

I have never regret anything besides that.

And I have done a great deal of stupid and not very nice things.

But when I shove him away? Yeah that did it.

I was looking for this song shortly after we were talking again but I couldnt find it. This song discrbes my longing..How I missed him really well.

I do still miss him daily. But it is more like the we are far apart and I miss you kind of thing.

I hope that answers that question. I dont really want to talk about it anymore..

TIamo mi amigos y mi amore,

Siarai

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April 25, 2006

my friend just told me that the line in The Raven “Is there no balm in Gilead?” actually he took the exact words out of the bible. balm meaning an ointment to heal…(Book of Jeremiah) Chapter 8 last line (22)

awww…. this song remind me a lot of jeremy (i’ve been so sentimental lately!) jeremy= subject of my latest entry

WHY does OD keep logging me out for no reason? *growls* this song reminds me of jeremy… i’ve been so sentimental over him lately… (jeremy= subject of my soulmate entry)

April 25, 2006

Oh jeez . . . that song still gives me chills!!