so..this is how it’ll go now

So anyway for those that dont know me I am a list maker..and a bit obsessive. So when I like doing something I want to do it offieciently. Which can be a good thing and if i don’t do it officiently it drives me crazy.

So I think this is the order in which I am going to write all of my diary enteries from now on..

1.What I did today.

2. What I want to do tomorrow.

3. wants, wishes and crap.

4. poetry and or song lyrics.

5. Info on my sims, and other wierd thoughts or ideas.

5. and as always some little picture or something that interests me or makes me smile.

So who thinks I have my head on right now about how i am going to write it…

ANd who thinks I flipped my lid..

Tis alright, I won’t bite if you think I flipped my lid even i think I flipped my lid.

I think with what I did fro the day I will in clude quotes,moods and other crude.

SO onto the diary with my new found profescience I think..Who agrees;;)

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So today I went to see a movie at the cinama with my son, mom and pa and my boyfriend.. We went to see hoodwinked because it was the only four year old appropriated movie to watch. Bud loved it, He laughed he screamed, he danced and was almost giddy with joy. Then we all ate at a mexican restaurant and it was the first time G has ever been to a mexican restaurant.

we had fried ice cream….I love fried ice cream. Then me and mom downloaded things for her sim game. And we had a blast. We get along pretty well. As long as I am not having to go to church and all when I am feeling contrary.

So onto the second thing on my list.

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My day tomorrow should consist of sleeping in,( not going to church..shudders), Going to work around five pm and then going home around 11 pm. Having my dad show me  how to get past a particularily frustrating part in a video game I am stuck at currently and maybe working on a love sonnet I am writing to play on my dulcimer. How is that for exciting? Oh and I Plan on going running after I wake up( I do that every day with my cousin).

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I want to dance naked..I cant really do that in the house I live at..mostly because I really dont want my parents to see me dancing naked. But something is just freeing to me when I am dancing naked. I know small and strange wish..but try it before you think how wierd.. you might find it oddly freeing too.

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Ok Poetry and song time:).

Kiss The Flame
Please love let’s make no impartial vow
Let all fall away
That’s not crucial now
I want a brave love, one that makes me weak in the knees
I want a crazy, crazy love
One that makes me come undone at the seems

‘Cause I’m tired of all these pilgrims, these puritans, these theives
Of all these unbelievers who wittle love down at the knees
Let these swift roads destroy themselves
Let the world fall into its sleep
For we shall be spared

We shall be left standing
To face what’s left of concreate and honey

Kiss the flame
Let’s run with the hunted, the untamed
Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless, the unnamed
Kiss the flame

There are nightmares on the sidewalks
There are jokes on TV
There are people selling thoughtlessness
With such casualty
But wherefore art thou Romeo
Where have all the brave men gone
Show me one man who knows his own heart
To him I shall belong

Kiss the flame
Let’s run through the hunted, the untamed

Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless, the unnnamed
Kiss the flame
Kiss the flame
Kiss the flame

Please love let’s make no impartial vow

( ok that was the song make no mistake. For those that don’t bear witness or recognize)

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I eat your glass.

I can not understand with the blow of your hand

How your sweet vengence can ever justify

I purify my purged friend..The lines that are my sin

By begining my dark again

IN doing this I do not fear

And I can close the gate..

I eat your glass with bruised hands and I do not marvel in your simple truth.

I know it like the web I spinned

Trying to pin it on some one

Anyone but me as it all came falling down

<p align=”center”>and I stand bleeding

I know you do not recognize the hate I spew

You say I say these things because I do not live for you

But I lived for you for too long

and it just hurts as you lay

Lay away my night

In utter excuse..

I know never again

will just repeat..

Wipe your hands..wipe your feet

and walk away.

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So it turns out my sim wasnt pregnant for those that were wondering just sick(had the flu) and she got fat..She was over eating. So now I am making her lose all her wieght and not woohooing with every tom, dick and Janey lol.

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I think this picture is awesome..Tell me what you think when you see it..What feelings does it make you feel..

🙂

Siarai