survey crap..

. Who are you? a mother, a lover, a sibling, a daughter, and a friend
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?  i am more complex then I appear, I cry alot at stupid things, and I love my son more then anything ever.
3. When you aren’t filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing? crochetting blankets, spending time with family, talking to my friends, painting, working on music on my dulcimer and writing poetry.
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn’t like at the time). english was my favorite math was my least favorite
5. What is your biggest goal for this year? To get divorced and stay divorced
6. Where do you want to be in 5 years? my own house, my own car,  financially stable and going to college
7. What stage of life are you in right now? the awkward, lost everything because of an asshole ex stage
8. Are you more child-like or childish? childlike
9. What is the last thing you said out loud? no
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now? sullen girl by fiona apple
11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes? once
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same? better then worse then better again
13. Does time really heal all wounds? no
14. How do you handle a rainy day? play in the rain as long as it is not bitterly cold.
15. Which is worse…losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights? lights.
16. How is your relationship with your parents? fine as long as they realize I am not little.
Will you miss them when they are gone? yes terribly.
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you? yes.
18. What is the truest thing that you know? Death is merely the next stage of your next life.
19. What did you want to be when you grew up? a journalist
20. Have you ever been given a second chance? no
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker? giver, painfully so.
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind? open mind, my heart lies.
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? being hit in the head with a broom, giving birth and having back surgery are all really close.
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you? my exhusband telling me i was ugly and that he loved everyone including his real father who beat him daily more then me. and being raped when I was young by my babysitters brother.
25. Who have you hugged today? my son, my boyfriend, my mom and my friend and cousin stephanie. I love hugging.
26. Who has done something today to show they care about you? my friend Tony made me smile, my son drew me a pciture and told me he wanted to marry me and my boyfriend told me i was strong and helpful.
27. Do you have a lot to learn? everyone has more to learn as long as they are existant.
28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?
A I wouldnt ask for such things.
B
C
29. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel? what they do, my heart lies and sometimes ppl lie but actions never lie.
30. What are the key ingredients to having a good relationship? trusting, honesty and never taking the person for granted.
31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?
A See my son get married.
B Own my own house with land
C Hold a grandchild.
32. What three things would you want to die to avoid doing?
A Living in the same roof with Tj again.
B
C
33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause? learning to view life in more then just your shoes.
34. What does each decade make you think of:
The 19..
20’s:
30’s:
40’s:
50’s:
60’s:
70’s: birth
80’s: laughter
90’s: rough stuff
2000 (so far): my son and his life
2010’s:
35. Which decade do you feel the most special connection to and why? the 80s, when I grew up. good times mostly.
36. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song? not really rock but not really young song. mercedes benz by janis joplin.
37. What country do you live in and who is the leader of that country? USA, a moron.
If you could say any sentence to the current leader of your country what would it be? Use your brain you dickweed.
38. What’s your favorite TV channel to watch in the middle of the night? Tnt.
39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why? sometimes i feel like the queen of hearts on alice and wonderland..
40. Have you ever been a girl scout/boy scout? yes.
41. If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat? fly. water scares me.
42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night? not sure let me just page mother earth for you.
43. What does your name mean? it is my birth name..
44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outer space? outer space again water freaks me out.
45. Word association
What is the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:
Air: light
Meat: dark
Different: mine
Pink: horrid
Deserve: desire
White: black
Elvis: rock
Magic: nice
Heart: love
Clash:boom
Pulp: bits
46. If you could meet any person in the world who is dead who would you want it to be? janis joplin
47. What if you could meet anyone who is alive? uma therman
48. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday? pulp fiction, kill bill or kill bill 2.
49. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do?a note book.

and then there  is more of this survey  to come…dododdodo..