I’m just too happy, that’s my problem
I spent all morning reading my old entries. I was looking in the entry calendar at all my amusing titles, and reading the ones that I knew were holding amusing entries, and BAM 2 hours gone. I only stoppped then because Jake came home and wanted the computer.
I love that I have so many good back-entries to read now. For so long, the back entries were just stupid pain-filled ramble-blabs and I don’t want to relive that time of my life, which is what those old entries cause me to do. I’m pretty sure it is all privatised so that no one can read it. But yeah, pretty much since Jake came to Oz have been almost purely happy amusing awesome entries. Before that, even the awesome hanging out with Jenn, train-stalking and such entries, they are tinged with Jake-missingness and that makes me sad to read them.
Yesterday on our afternoon walk, it started POURING. You can’t really tell by the bad lighting in our back room, other than the light green patches on my tshirt. We got totally soaked, because it started raining when we were at the halfway point of our walk. It was so lovely. By the time we got to the post office the path was just one big puddle, so I splashed and kicked the water the rest of the way home. So much fun! One puddle was as deep as my shoes though, so more than 24 hours later and they are still wet-ish.
Today I got a random surprise visit from Matt, Jake’s stepdad. That was rather lovely. Not that we had much to talk about, but still, always nice to see family. For his christmas present last year I was going to burn copies of all of MJ’s solo albums, but the CD burner crapped out after just one. The good thing was, it was Bad, my favourite album. Some time during the week I managed to fix the burner, I don’t know quite how, but it works now and that is what is important. If I hadn’t been so slack, I could have had a pile of cds for Matt today, but instead I just made him a copy of Thriller while he was here, and once he left I did the rest. So those are sitting by the computer.
What else did I do this week… oh. Got the new Hanson album. Well, I bought it online and downloaded all the tracks but I don’t have the actual cd yet. That’s waiting at the post office, I think. Pretty good. Gave me another song to add to my woo-awesome obsessive repetition list. That’s now up to 3. 3 different artists too, pretty impressive for me.
Title: Watching tv and an ad for pms relief stuff came on. Jake commented about how glad he is that I don’t get any of that. I’m glad too, it is nice to just be calm and happy and fun regardless of my cycle. I do absorb moods from whoever I am around, but I spend almost all my time with Jake. And if you read or know Jake, you know he is one of the most happy and upbeat people in the universe. So that spreads over to me, and I am happy and upbeat most of the time. It is fantastically fun!
too happy? Yay for seeing Matt.
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ryn: mmm yummy cheesy not-moldy bread. 😀 Nutella sounds scrumptious, especially ’cause I too adore the combo of hazelnuts and chocolate. But mostly in the form of a chocolate in fancy little bar form with hazelnuts in there. 😀 And there’s this epic peanut butter with dark chocolate mixed in I’m crazy about so mmmmm. I want to release my insanity. So bad. I think I need to…
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…do like you and read back on my old entries to remember myself and my happy insanity, instead of my toned down boringness now. total SNC on reading old entries btw, most of mine are full of the most trivial, insane BS I don’t ever want to remember that me argh. I feel like now I have the wisdom but not the carefree insanity anymore. Talk about a sacrifice. x_x Bah. ANYWAY.
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you ARE happy and you rock sez-bot. Chris
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You got me all romantic ‘awwww’-y at how you and Jake were on your walk and then it rained. Romantic rainy walk, just like in the movies, but so much better cause it’s real and all lovey and awesome. <333 I’m in a dreamy mood now! SNC again btw on ze periodness. I can never understand why seemingly a whole lot of women get murderous around PMS time, I just feel very lazy, sleepy and…
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…sometimes cryie. Not angry kind, but just like… “;____; waaah…” over anything kind. Pft. Silly angry wimminz. BUTT! *hugs*
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This entry makes me happy! Lee Mee xXx
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When I read back on Duckie missing entries, it makes me appreciate that we’re together now. I’m sorry that Jake missing entries make you sad. 🙁
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I LOVE your happiness. I can be a very moody person (suprised? haha) and it gets old. I get very annoyed with me.
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I’ve been a lot happier ever since I moved to VA to be with my Hubby! Yay for happiness!
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ryn: It’s made of win! Hehehe. I know exactly what you mean by too happy, sometimes I feel like I’m going to explode! ~jo
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ryn: I would love to have you guys there, but I fully understand the affording it part. Youcould totally drve though. :oD Er, I meant to say no pressure. ;op ~jo
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ryn: It’s the newer one with fast zombies. I heard you mention it. I like zombie movies too. Some folks think I’ve seen it before but I don’t think I have. I don’t think I’ve seen the old one. Actually I think there is a lot of zombie movies I need to watch. Glad you like Amrai words even if they are words about something you don’t care too much for…
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…I like long entries from Sez too even if I don’t always note them. 🙂 Cooking seems like a very housewifey thing to do and I bet you are awesome at it. I still can’t cook besides basic things so if being a housewife consisted of being someones wife and then knowing how to cook I probably wouldn’t do too well. At least until I learned lol I should. The folks keep telling me to…
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…I probably should considering I took a home ec class in school, and another class that was like home ec but no XD Home Ec was fun though. If I could make cooking that fun all the time I would probably cook more! Speaking of cooking we have brownie mix! Mmm brownies. Oh and your soccer ball idea thing makes sense. Though I wonder why football is called football if you mostly use your hands?
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…I suppose it’s better than calling it footrugby? Although I kind of like saying footrugby even it goes against my question because it uses the word foot. 😀 Woo massive nort!
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ryn: They didn’t let you keep recipes? Well then the class was kind of pointless wasn’t it? “Okay class, let’s cook! Even though later you will forget how because you can’t keep the recipes!” …what. My teachers were nice and you could keep the recipes. I don’t like knifes either! Folks think it’s silly, except Ros. Knifes are so cutty. Ooo fancy cutting!
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ryn: …Yeah because you were both young makes sense. 🙂 Your dad had a good idea there hehe. It is a rambly nort but it’s cool to hear things like that rambling has some of the best things kind of like wikipedia one time I was looking something up and it turned into a conversation about black holes lol.
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…we should probably have a zombie movie marathon when I come see you. Zombie movies, pink mayo, lamingtons and Milo! Footrugby is hard to read lol. 🙂 It looks like footruby. It is amusing. 🙂
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ryn: That is ridiculous. Must have had to write with abbreviations all the time huh. Wow that is a lot in Firefox Farmville kept freezing. I haven’t tried Google Chrome. I’ll go try it and see if I like it.
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Yay fun times. 🙂 I got to see how I’m going to get there train would be ridiculous. So I’d have to take a plane. I don’t like planes much because they are small and I haven’t been on them much so I don’t know who’s best.
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oh and I’m fine now. 🙂 I think it was just gas like they said lol because I did have a lot of food the other day and everything looked okay. They said I was healthy. 🙂
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Old entries are the biggest black hole to fall into! I’ve caught myself reading back from like 2002 & not moving from the computer for hours at a time; it makes me so happy to have things written down from that long ago, & details I’d have long since forgotten to read over and remember.
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That would explain it. 🙂 That’s a good idea! I hadn’t thought of that!
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ryn: LMAAAOO POOPSMYTHE. Loooove that. I wonder how to old-timey Fartacus. It sounds vaguely ancient-Roman (Spartacus, you see), or… something like that. Hmhmhm. The competition continues. When are you gonna write again? 😀 I need to nort-attack you! ilu. <3 snc. BUTT!! *hugs*
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