zonkers

Here are random facts:

-It is becoming so cold outside that our heat cannot handle it and i think it is about 50 degrees with winds in our common room and right now Liz and I are hiding in my room on my bed where heat is semi working.

-We didnt want to cook and so Liz is ordering pizza right now and mmm pizza.

-I commanded her to sit on my feet because they were cold and my mom always sits on my feet when theyre cold

-it smelled like old lady’s perfume in our stairway and i dont like old lady’s perfume

-last night, i slept naked, just cause and its fun to crank up the heat high and enjoy the bareness sometimes

-today in russian class we discussed fate and the boy that i sort of like just because he is from kishenev and he doodles beautiful sketches in his notebook said that he was a cynic and his curls danced in the air

-i went to a talk where they said "you use it-you lose it" with your brain and so they were basically saying that if you have a lot of thought activity you might be doomed for alzheimers

-i am addicted and fully in love with pandora

-shel silverstein’s "Where the Sidewalk Ends" arrived in my mailbox and oh my! that makes me uberly happy

-sometimes i sent myself stuff just so that my mailbox isnt so lonely and when i open it up and it isnt empty i smile because all college students thrive for mail

-i sent my cover letter and resume to mclean hospital and they sent a whole list of possible volunteer positions and im worried that i wont be able to do them because they are one year commitments and well, i cant volunteer for a whole year…i need $$$

-we are having a potluck dinner and as hard as marina tried to diversify the group, i think there will be 10 girls and 1 boy

-yesterday i think i was going to die from all the chocolate i ate and im serious it was sooo much

-sometimes i have cravings for eggs, i think it is the russian in me

-my biochem professor is amazing but the topic sucks but today we learned why water is like cement [hydrogen bonding!]

-for all those curious whats on my nightstand, i have White Oleander by Janet Fitch, my leather journal, my favorite pair of dangly earings, an empty pill bottle and a salt shaker.

-i make plans and lists inside my head and they never come true and i love it because id rather be spontaneous

-today i had a moment with a guy, you know one of those moments where you look at one another andyoure not just looking youre gazing deep inside and it started when he opened the door for me ever so kindly and i smiled and said thank you, we went our seperate paths but somewhere on our seperate roads we looked back at one another and smiled….i love those moments with strangers and for that mere second i want to believe he fell for me

-i doubt these days if im one of those girls that a guy can fall for

-it worries that i dont know when the next time ill get to go home and see my family and every day my mom calls, she sounds more and more sad and i dont know what to do

-tomorrow i have a meeting with a big career lady and i should ask her important questions except i dont know what and im nervous

-i didnt read biochem. i neeeed to read and AH everyone is coming to ask me to write down lists and plan and hook up computers and when the hell did i become responsible for all this?

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