shake it

Because it is 11:33pm and I just finished dinner [apple raisin oatmeal in a bold blue bowl] today will come in a list.

• My bro overslept. We drove like maniacs down the highway. Almost touched the 100 mark. For some odd reason I have really dreadful thoughts sometimes. And I pondered, what if I died right now? I think Id die happy. Which in itself is a horrible thought. But still kind of nice. Im content with life.
• I am however crazy and panicked.
• Got pills at the gyno and some cream for face. I made the gyno laugh. "I guess it takes a while for the birth control pills to do their job" and she burst into laughter. "You know, they are for birth control. They are doing their job."
• It dawned on me. I could have so much sex right now and I cant get pregnant. bwahaha.
• I hate rushing and especially with homework. I had to finish my lab report in 2 hours. I was literally sitting alone, in my aparment, making bird sounds with the word "fcuk! fcuk!"
• It worked out. things usually work out.
• I think i might have a slight crush on my crazy tall foreign psych stats professor, just cause he has an accent.
• In lab my computer really doesnt work. So now Brian is going to erase everything and maybe it will work one day. Lets all pray for my Mac.
• Kristina is awesome. She wants to get into Duke for professing. And I really hope she does. I have all my fingers crossed.
• I am horrible at ice breakers. And ive sort of embraced it. Thats what ice breakers are for. Make fools of ourselves. And be cool with it.
• I made a fool indeed. Now everyone will know me as the girl who was allergic to running. [which i was]
• Aliza yelled at me all the way across the road. "You’re a horrible decision maker!!!!"
• Aliza doesnt lie.
• I couldnt decide whether to go on the volunteer vacations trip. It got to be so bad that I was flipping coins and dropping them on the ground and crawling on the floor, trying to figure out if it was the right side up when it should have landed on my hand. And then I made pros and cons list. And ugh.
• I called aliza and said. Yes. 50 bucks. Im in.
• Im apparently a good gambler.
• Ive only gambled once in my life. And i won $7.30. Im lucky.
• I drew a smiley on my ankle today. And i pondered, what would people think if i had a smile tatooed?
• I really had missed my girls.