Is it over yet???

Oh Hell No!!

Babies are still snug as a bug in a rug in momma’s tummy!! Thier movement is becoming less and less. But I was told that was going to happen due to the fact that theres 2 in there!! I’m peeing from every half hour to every 2 hours. Depends on if I drank something. I swear, today alone I’ve peed atleast 30 some times!!

Little something to ask. *TMI* I mentioned to the doctor last week that I’m having this leaking coming out of me and it is staining my clothes [more noticeable my white clothes like my shorts] this brownish color. He didn’t say anything, other than the dilation thing. Well over the weekend it’s gotten a little more noticeable. I’ll put on clean clothes and about 3-4 hours later my clothes are stained and my panties and pants [shorts] are wet. I’ll mention it again tomorrow seeing I have an appointment, but anyone have any ideas on what this could be?? *End TMI*

Hmm, I’m back at mom’s house. Seeing that Pat’s fucking mother didn’t pay the gas bill theres still no gas. Which means no hot water, and you can’t use the oven or the stove…or anything that uses gas. She found it more important to blow money on bullshit at Wal Mart…like hair color and yarn. She had that festivel thingy this weekend. She made over $1,000 worth of candles and the funny part about it is that she didn’t sell a 1! So she came back to the house with everything. She’s now storing them in the basement. PLUS, didn’t she turn around and make MORE today!! Then, after Pat and her left for work today I wanted to check the checkbook. The last thing that was suppose to be in there was her balance of $305…seeing she doesn’t know how to balance a checkbook if her life depended on it. [Pat and I checked the balance on Thursday and there’s -$4.95 in there. And they don’t get paid again until THIS Friday.] Well there was a new things written in there. Check #213 for Elizabeth K., Pat’s fucking sister!! Because she can’t keep a job, she calls up mommy and asks for money. This is the sister who didn’t know Ellen [Pat’s mom] was her real mother until the age of 7; and feeling she has to make it up to Liz we give her everything. She wrote a check for $100 to pay the girls car insurance. This is the 3rd time she’s done this and Pat told her no. Well Liz did this whining bit of “I can’t make ends meet. I need money for my car insurance.” HELLO!! There is no gas, no phone, no cable, and no internet at our house. [Not saying the cable and internet are the most important.] This coming pay check is already gone. $826 has to go to the mortgage company and atleast $305 to the gas company. Plus Pat and I have to get diapers, wipes and all that stuff for when the babies come home. And she doesn’t give a shit. She sits and bitches how she missed out on Ashley’s life [Liz’s daughter] and PerSephone’s life [Jen’s daughter], both her granddaughters, and knowing she has 2 more grandchildren coming and are going to be right in her face, she keeps making it so she doesn’t see them. I wrote Pat a letter before I left today telling him I hear that woman call our kids her grand-kids, I am going to punch her in the face. No legit “grandma” would make there grand-kids or even there parents suffer like she does to Pat and I and our kids. So yeah it’s been a great weekend.

Another thing that is getting to me is the fact that since the gas has been off, she hasn’t ONCE tried to bath. The woman is turning ORANGE!! I bring Pat over here to moms. Friday was the first time she attempted to bath in about 3 weeks!!!! Instead of bathing, shes just been pasting on that Jergens Natural Glow lotion. And instead of wiping it off her hands with soap and water, didn’t she stain Pat’s brand new blue towel with that shit.

On top of that, she follows me like a shadow and shuts every window that I open because she’s “cold”. Today it’s 73 degrees [a little cooler than what is has been, between 86-91 degrees.] and she’s wearing jeans, a sweater and a winter coat. It’s 73 degrees people!! Holy shit.

Well I didn’t write to rant…but it made me feel better. I’m going to end it here. I’ll write tomorrow [hopefully] after my NST and my doctors appointment. Oh, I almost forgot, the lady abou the car seats called me today…finally. I go and get them on Thursday!! Woo hoo!! Anyways, until tomorrow….toodles!!

♥ Amanda

.The Angel.