Pictures and what not…
Just a quick update. Thinks between Pat and I are well…we are still together and we are trying TOGETHER to get over this mess. He knows what he did was wrong and he has apologized for his actions. But things got a little heated last night as well. He ended up leaving work last night and going home to play WoW. Which really hurt me…he could go home and do that but when I needed him I didn’t get him. I gave his rings back, again seeing he made it clear that he needed time to “get use to the situation.” What situation that is…I have no idea. But I did take them back because I just can’t do this without him. [F.Y.I. I am not threatening to end our relationship. I’m just trying to get him to wake up and see what the hell is going on. I got that in a note which sort of upset me, but it’s a note from a favorite. They are only giving input which I ask for all the time.] I am still at my moms house. Not 100% better. Went and stayed at my house the other night and woke up not being able to breath and felt terrible all over again.
New shit on his mother. It’s now MY fault that she has to move. I’m sorry I got sick and I don’t want myself, let alone my children, in a house that is filled with cigarette smoke and homemade candle mess. I did the research and seeing that she uses Paraffin wax…I believe…it’s a bi-product of gasoline, and she uses metal wick, it emits lead into the air. So yeah it’s my fault.
The pictures I have for you today aren’t the ultrasound pictures. It’s new belly shots [21 weeks] and updated pictures of me. Went a little nuts with the digi. HEHE!!
Belly Shots
From the right…
From the left…
Clothes are becoming a non-existant item to me…
The rest are updated ones of me
The famous mirror shot!!
I don’t know.
PINK!
I’m starring at you!!
This one came out kinda cool!!
My favorite!!
Just messin around on Jessies bed.
Jessie, Me and Courtney. I would die for these girls!!
Me and a shot of my engagement ring!!
In the laundry room!
In front of the curtain of my moms closet!!
That’s it. As soon as I get the ultrasound pictures from my house I’ll scan them [yeah, got a new scanner] and post ’em.
Till next time…toodles!!
♥ Amanda
you so pretty 🙂 The baby bump is growing 🙂
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I’m sorry, I’m sorry! Please don’t think I was trying to be harsh on you! I was in the same situation myself, and it helped me to hear that from somebody, so I thought I’d pass it along to you. I’m glad you guys are slowly patching things up! Cute pictures- my favorite one is titled, “I’m staring at you!!” (Gorgeous eyes.) And that maternity shirt is really pretty.
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Well, since his mom is moving out it seems like there should be a lot less stress on you two. Which is (hello?!) exactly what you need right now! I can understand being upset about him not being by you when you had to go to the ER. Especially since he’d come home to play a video game. Sometimes you DO need to put your foot down and say, “It’s cute that you think this is acceptable!!”
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oh you are too cute!
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oh and i might have asked u this already but where in ny are u? the girls and i are moving back for a few months starting april 7th.. im from manhattan, but we are going to be upstate for a few weeks in palmyra.
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Aww.. look at that belly. So cute! =) I hope you guys work everything out. Good luck hun. ♥
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If that note you speak of was from me, I’m sorry. I just really wish that people would realize what they have, again I’m very sorry if it was in fact my notes. I’m glad you guys are trying to make things better though. Hopefully his mom actually leaves this time geez haha. I’m also sorry you still aren’t feeling that great. I see a baby bump going on =) You can for sure tell now!….
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By the way,you are very pretty =)I’m sooo sorry if those notes were from me,like I said,I get so upset when stuff like that happens to people who don’t deserve it and I’m sorry that I upset you.I’m almost positive those notes were from me,I’m soooooo sorry!I really didn’t mean to upset you.Anyways,I hope things continue to get better with you and Pat,and I must say I hate comp.games!Ugh! =)
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Ok maybe they weren’t from me. Anyways, if they were I’m sorry. I hope they weren’t, but yeah. I hope things get better and such. 130 days left!!! Yay!!! =)
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Aww, I love the smiling pictures – you have such a pretty smile! 🙂 Your babies are growing in there nicely 😉
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Beautiful pictures! I’m glad you and Pat are trying to work things out! 🙂
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Relationships can be so difficult cant they? I really hope you guys can work through things and get to a happy point 🙂 Your pics are cute! I love your hair!
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hi sorry to hear about your loss and congratulations on your 2 new bundles of joy. im due in may ith a little boy. how has your pregnanc been so far?? c n skoodge xxx
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saw your fab news on the front page!!!
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I like the laundry room pic the best! Can’t wait to see the u/s pics, too 🙂
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hehe *waves* hello babies!
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