FUCK THIS SHIT!!!
.Tic Tock.
1:29 p.m.
.Wearing.
Jeans, and a gray Old Navy t-shirt that I stole from Pat
.Munching.
Notta
.Sipping.
Notta
.Listening to.
Far Away -Nickleback
.Feeling.Rather irritated
.Wish upon a Star.
No wishes or thoughts at the moment…too angry!!
Hey there everyone. Glad you are all happy with the fact that I’ll be updating more often. And guess what…today is one of them days that I am going to update. Well more a less rant over some things!!
Rant #1 – Pat’s mom. Things between her and I seem to be shifting. In the beginning she had no problem with me, and now it just seems like she’s beginning to have a problem with me. When her and I are alone at the house together, we don’t talk. Last night was when she stepped it up a little. I had to take her to work. Well seeing I have no income coming in at the moment I depend on them guys to put gas in my car because 75% of the driving I do is for them. Anyways, I go to take her to work and my gas gage was in between empty and 1/4 of a tank of gas. Seeing I had 3 more trip to make…[me going back to the house, going back to get her, and coming back home] the gas gage ended up flirting with empty. Anyways, she wanted me to go to Tops, no biggie, so she could get money out. OK. She had to remind me the night before that they only had $83 in the bank [Pat and his mom share an account] and they got paid on FRIDAY. They don’t get paid again until the 13th. She got her money and don’t give me nothing for gas. I got back to the house and cried. I told Pat that she didn’t give me money for gas and the car was flirting with empty. He got mad about that. I told him, if I have no gas, no rides to and from work, and I won’t be able to go to school which will result in some of my classes being dropped seeing it’s censous week and if that happened seeing I am on acedemic probation, they’d kick me out of school and wouldn’t be able to return for another 3 years!! He said he’d take care of it. Alright fine. We went and picked her up and Pat said he needed money. She said “go luck!” Pat told her that we needed gas or we weren’t going any wheres. She gave a huff and pulled $18 out of her pocket and said “there ya go!! That’s it!!” Pat went and pumped gas and I guess today is when they do there bulk pick up stuff…fall cleaning if you want to say. She asked me if Pat got anything out front and I told her no. She said “that figures. What was his face buried in the computer?!” I told her no and she asked me what he did. I told her that he spent time with me. What made me so mad to the point where I wanted to tell her to get the fuck out of my car and walk was when she said “well that’s no different!!” EXCUSE ME!!! He’s my soon-to-be husband, I go to school during the day, he works at night and Saturday and Sunday are the only days we really have together. BACK THE FUCK OFF BITCH!! We got back to the house and I slammed my door and flew into the house and flew up the stairs. Pat came up here and he asked me what was wrong and I told him. I did nothing to that women. She wants to go somewhere I take her!! AHHHHHH!!
Rant #2 – My car. Well seeing that I take them everywhere I felt that they could pay for my car insurance this month. They said that they would have it under control….right!! I CRIED TO MY MOTHER BECAUSE THEY CAN’T PAY IT!! I drive them everywhere and I get what? The shit end of the stick. I have become a personal taxi service. My mother was willing to give me the money, but when I was telling her the whole story I started to cry. I can’t do this!! I don’t want to do this to be honest with you.
Rant #3 – My Intro. to College Studies class. WHAT A FUCKING JOKE that class is!! We have done pretty much nothing because we got fresh out of highschool kids in there and think they’re the shit. The other day it took all of class time, which is 50 mintues, to do 4 presentations that should have taken AT MOST 15 minutes. But people come unprepared and fuck off. I’m just about at the end of my rope and ready to lash out at everyone. No good fucking pricks!!
As you can all tell I’m rather pissed off. Fuck pissed off just barely touches what I am at this very moment. I think I am going to end this entry with a PLCG and I’ll up date when I am not so angry and the sounds of “Y’all Want a Single” by Korn. Till next time….
♥ A