25 days is WAY too long!!

Pat is the one directly in the middle. He’s the one in the strip shirt. The others in the back are other co-workers. Read the entry and you will understand why I have a picture of this person.

.The Angel.

Right Now[Tick Tock]: 1:58pm

[Gettin Hot in Here]: White Aero shirt, pink shorts

[Sippin’]: Coke

[So Sensitive]: Happy, but sad. I miss him!!

[Muchin’]: Nothing

[Inside My Head]: *HIM*

[Dreaming so Silently]: 5 days…

[So Popular]: No one

[Ear Candy]: “Family and Friends” Trik Turner

The EntryHey there everyone. This every 25 day entry thingy isn’t working too well. So much has been going on it’ un-real. Well as you all know John and I are not together. Seeing that I have put this entry on Favorites Only and he can’t have access to this entry, I can tell you what happened. The real reason why him and I are not together any more is because he thought he was going to grow some balls and attempt to HIT ME. He did that and everything that I felt for him died. I don’t really have anything at all to say to him. So when all of this happened, I got a phone call from someone that I never thought I would EVER get a phone call from. I got a call from this guy named Patrick. He works with my mom. I’ve known of him since my mom has worked at Pactiv. I’ve seen a picture of him and I thought he was cute. Anyways, seeing that I work at Pativ as well I see him daily. Anyways, he got my number from my mom, we got to talking and he was the one I ran to when John did what he did. We all can guess what happened next….him and I got together. So now I am with Patrick. He is such a sweetheart. He makes me laugh so hard. When we go to bed at night we laugh for at least an hour and half. I had him laughing so hard one night he was sweating so bad that his side of the bed was soaked. He’s so amazing. I am completely comfortable around him. And I don’t have to worry about anything. (The picture on the bottom is one of him.)

Pat is in Utah right now visiting his sister. He left Saturday morning at 5am. He won’t be back until Friday night. It’s so weird sleeping in my bed alone. I’m normally at his house, sleeping in his bed, with him. I miss him so much. I was with him the night he left, and we were went our different directions, him to go to the airport and me to go home, I started crying. I had to give myself a pep talk and remind myself that he’d be back in a week. I talked to him this morning and he was on his way to Las Vegas. I just can’t wait until he gets home.

Pat lives with a good friend of mine….Kyle C. I’ve known that kid for a long ass time. In the beginning he wasn’t happy about the situation, but he’s warming up to it. He’s talking to me again which is a plus.

Still working at Pactiv, as stated above. I am now the only one that has been there the longest. I have been there for almost 6 months!! They are giving me a raise of .50 because they like me…that’s what my boss said. The 2 other girls that work there drive me nutty. Jaime, I trained her, but she doesn’t do her job. She worked with me for 4 days, and she had everything down, now she’s just slacking. Andrea, she does the 12-8 shift, drives me absolutely INSANE. Everyone there rather have me there everyday of the week instead of them two. But Andrea is kissing so much ass because she wants my shift. It isn’t going to happen. She keeps trying. She’s an “over achiever.” Christ. She finds the smallest thing out of place and bitches. I want to hit her…and hard.

Hmm, we buried my cousin last weekend. That was hard as hell. It was like being at the funeral all over again. We stayed long enough to see them put him in the ground and I lost it. I couldn’t move. My feet were planted into the ground.

My dad’s second wife is getting remarried on June 17th. I’m invited and I am definately going.

Other than that, it’s just the same stuff, different day. The same ol’ drama. The same ol’ bull shit. Anyways, it’s 2:26 and I have to get ready to go to work. It’s my Friday. I have Monday and Tuesday off this week. Tomorrow is Memorial Day so I am going to stay home and drink with mom and do nothing!! Ahh can’t wait. Until next time.

-A*

P.S. Alyssa [Sparkling Lemonade] I will fix your layout either Monday or Tuesday. I promise.