Before We Say Goodbye
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I found a line and then it grew
I found myself still thinking of you
I felt so empty and now I’m fine
But still it’s burning, when will you be mine?
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Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it’s time to change, don’t you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
(I think it’s time for us to walk away from here)
Now look at me still in your mind
Our memories so intertwined
Well you broke through and found your way
And so did I no need to stay
The same old pictures, tried and true
Been through there,looking for something new
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Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night
Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night
Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you,
all the songs that I have wrote for you
I remember,the way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember,the smile that always brought me back to you
That look in your eyes I never thought that this could be untrue [x2]
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Time: 1:40pm
Listening: Pink “You Make Me Sick”
Wearing: PJ’s
Drinking: Vanilla Coke
Munching: Notta
Talking: John…on and off
Thinking: What a mess everything is
Randomness: I’ll be your biggest mistake…
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Hey there everyone. I have news for everyone. On Monday, August 29th, 2005 at 7:19 my Grandfather died of cancer. Dad called me that morning at 10 to let me know that this was going to be the day. He was fish breathing and my Aunt Val and Aunt Donna work with people like this they knew when he started to fish breath he had maybe 4 hours tops left. I got there at 3 and he looked so bad. I watched my grandfather die. I held Grandma’s hand and he had her hand. He woke up before he died, looked at her and then looked at all of us, took his last breath and that was it. The showing of him is Sunday and the funereal is Monday. His obituary wasn’t in the paper last night…the D&C that is…so I will look at todays and if it is there I will get it and scan it so you can all see. So yeah. It’s been an unreal weekend.
I seen Pete yesterday with my replacement. I wanted to see here and when Heidi and I were pulling out of the parking lot to where the grocery store is and Country Side, the resturant that we went to, there they were. She has the same features as me…just a lot skinner. It’s scary how he has to replace me with a look alike…but the size of a light pole. Heidi wanted me to call him and try to get sympathy from him. I was like “ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?”
Well that’s all I really have to say about anything. I really didn’t want to be with anyone yesterday. I am going back to work today…5-12:30. Happy days!! PLCG!!
-A*