You always say goodnight

Somethings are better left unsaid…

Hey there everyone!! How’s it all kicken with you? Ok here. I stayed at Johns last night. As always it was great to sleep next to someone not with a million stuffed animals. We watched “Constantine”, it was a pretty good movie. But there was something bothering me when I went there. Had nothing to do with John what so ever. See, an hour or so before I went to Johns I went to Wal Mart with Heidi and I don’t think with what she told me effected me like it did. She told me that she saw Pete the other day with some really skinny blonde chick. I almost busted out in tears. I didn’t know what to think. So the whole night I just listened to The Juliana Theroy’s “You Always Say Goodnight, Goodnight”. I don’t know, but I didn’t let it bother me so much when I was with John, which is a good thing, because I just didn’t to 1, put more shit on his shoulders and 2, be a burden to him for some reason. Or make him think he wasn’t enough. It’s just really hard.

Seen Sean yesterday for 2.2 seconds. He was with one of my regular customers that comes in and gets a slushie everyday. He looked at me, smiled and shoke his head, but we didn’t talk since I was talking to Heidi.

Just wanted to update a little. OOOOO, guess what I learned how to do. MAKE GLITTER GRAPHICS!! YAY!! I am so proud of me.

I am going to go and head to the shower. PLCG!!

-A*