CRY

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Well I dont know….I just feel really empty at the moment. I miss Nate so uncontrollably much its not funny. I cant be with him till like June. He said. Cause im in school!! It KILLS me!! Plus, I also have to see whats goin on at that time. He said that he might be going back to his moms!! I think he should. I think he shouldnt have left in the first place. He shouldve stayed right there, but there was conflict so I understand why he left.

I would just like to say a personal thanks to Ashley Ann, Leah, and Laura for always being there for me to talk to!! You guys are the greatest ever!! And Ashley, even though we live hours away from each other, it seems like weve known each other our entire lives….you are such an amazing person and thank you for always letting me “cry on your shoulder”. Leah, you are ALWAYS here for me, not matter what is going on. You know everything and you have been here for me through everything. I love you. And Laura, again, thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder when I needed it. Plus you are always here for I need someone to talk to. Its great to have a few good friends, that are actually true and actually listen. These guys are one in a million!!!

Um, well I dont really have much to say tonight. I gotta go clean the house so I can go to bed rather early. 12:15 isnt cutting it….and getting up at 6:15….nuh uh!! PLCG!!

*~*AMANDA*~*

aww manda… ilove u too..readen that made my eyes water. dont ask me y! lol. and wht u said earlier is right andrew doesnt deserve a g/f the way he treats them…tell them he loves them till he gets ass..then boom..ur out of his like it sux! anyways im glad u are happy and i cant wait til u and nate get back togather u guys made the best cupple in the world! well i got to go ttyl! love alway me!

*Bounce*

October 30, 2003

Hey Hun! are you talking about me in this entry??? because there are alot of ashley ann’s in this world!!! hehehe I’m unsure just note me back and don’t give up if you say you can wait forever for him then you can wait till june right? buh bye luv yaz Ashley Ann

October 31, 2003

Hey Hun! I was just making sure ya know because I would feel pretty stupid thinking it was me and it wasn’t hehehe yeah well I’m glad me and you are friends and I always have my shoulder open for you to cry on. and it does feel like we have known each other all our lives! some day we will met hehehe maybe when I get my license!!! which will be like never but yeah I love yaz buh bye Ashley Ann

YOU’RE ONE IN A MILLION TOO SOMEONE I CAN ACTUALLY TRUST THANKS hehehe I had to say that-Ashley Ann