::SIGH::

Man, I dont even wanna be awake anymore. Im still so upset about what happened last night. I love him more than hell ever know!! I promise. I dont wanna eat, or nothing. All I wanna do is sleep.

Maybe Kate really has something goin though. See Kate is a friend of mine that I talk to about Nate and I, and I know she wont tell him cause for 1 she dont know him and for 2 she lives in Indiana. Well anyways, Im talkin to her right now and this is what she said:

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Kate: maybe its for the best! u never know it could make u guys love each other more and make yall realize how much yall mean to to each other or not..u know

Kate: i strongly believe that everything happens for a reason

TheOnlyAmazingA: yeah i know

TheOnlyAmazingA: true

Kate: :-im sorry!

TheOnlyAmazingA: its ok

Kate: if me n J ever break im gunna know what yah goin thru….i love that boy to death but im jus afraid of some stuff u know

Kate: shell said she knows whatcha goin thru

TheOnlyAmazingA: i just sayin it enough

TheOnlyAmazingA: i love him

TheOnlyAmazingA: i promise

TheOnlyAmazingA: and i have cried for almost 48 hours

Kate: awwwwwwwww gurl!

Kate: **hugs**

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Im gonna be like this for a long a** time!! Its gonna take so much time, and I hope in the end it makes both of realize that we love each other and need each other. Well thats my *DrEaM* and I hope it doesnt fade.

Well im gonna go clean my room!! PLCG!!

*~*AMANDA*~*