Ha ha, my dreams are better than yours

Realized after the whole English incident, I just kinda stopped making anything public cos most things mention him and I know how temptation can bring you down bad paths and it’s highly possible he’ll come back here in a moment of weakness and read more stuff.  I don’t want to worry about it but it’s there now and it won’t change.  If I change my screen name, it’ll be different.  I’m thinking I should.  I just haven’t come up with a good one yet.

Aaaanyhoozle, so here’s a public entry to tell you my dreams are SUPER COOL.

DW texted me at like 2 AM about hanging out with coworkers, and how it got "weird" near the end.  I woke up at like, 4 and read that shit and went back to sleep.  And in my dream, DW was telling me his married coworkers took ecstasy and brought him back to their apartment to watch them have sex.  And I was like, was it a threesome?  And he was like, yeaaaahhh.  And I got all weird and couldn’t handle it and kept trying to avoid him but he was following me around but THEN.  SUDDENLY.  We are on a plane and it is empty and I’m wearing a skirt and he’s going down on me and I’m like, huh.  This is a sudden and rapid change of events!  I’m cool with this!

And then.  THEN.  Leonard motherfucking Nimoy walks down the aisle.  No one on the plane but me, Leonard, and DW’s face buried in my crotch.

Then we weren’t on the plane anymore, I was back in my apartment, and there’s a knock at the door.  I open it and IT’S LEONARD NIMOY AGAIN WTF ARE YOU DOING HERE LEONARD.  Turns out he was introducing himself as my new neighbor!  AND asking us to like.  Check up on him and make sure he doesn’t fall or hurt himself or something because you guys.  He’s so old now.  SO OLD.  I think he even had a MedicAlert bracelet.

Anyway, the point is that there was a lot of Nimoy in my dream a few nights ago.  Nimoy and weird jealousy issues.  My brain is a minefield of unusual trauma, I think.

Okay, two manic entries in one day is enough.  I have real semi-meaningful information in the FO entry back one.