far too young

the construct has placed itself somewhere interesting.

previously the separation, the abstract and detached form, always replaced the consciousness that dealt with the real.  though the real could be existed in physically, little or no records of its happenings were registered.  but i am growing quite differently now.  instead of being one or the other, i seem to have separated the abstract, and now seem to be living it alongside the normal.
it is a strange experience.

april ryan now graces my desktop – kusanagi can have some time off.  besides, she only just woke up.

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Commentary
March 16, 2010

This really is rather interesting to read given the time. This kind of thing remains with me today, much more in force, but perhaps accepted as normality for me.