deck

somewhat sombre.
and so too it seems, is the world around me at present.
no-one wants to be young anymore.
no-one is young anymore.
there is no vibrancy. only cold anticipation of dim times. perhaps it is because finally so many people i associate with are beginning to feel the weight of personal responsibility.
a shame.
i had thought that it was unnecessary to be as dark as i am, but so many people are joining me in my brooding.
i must confess to emjoying it though – at present i cannot stand hormonal enthusiasm, such as one of my fellow brooding friend’s girlfriend so eagerly displays. it takes much energy to be in the same space with her.

an yet i am still spending all of my disposable funds on anime and gamecube games. even books have taken a back-seat, which is never good, though i do have quite a few books left unread from a previous second-hand bookstore spree.

reading: mona lisa overdrive – william gibson (5th time around)
listening: finding forester soundtrack – mostly miles davis and bill friesel
watching: surprisingly enough, the west wing when i can catch it, though i am not so commited.
gear: one of these days when i start saving i’ll be looking toward a g5. don’t get me started.

the end.