NoJoMo #5

Today was a little better. 

Jesse passed out last night and didn’t say anything today.  Last night was kind of a shock.  He hasn’t said much about Mom at all.  He hadn’t even said he missed her.  I’m not sure if I should send him to the school counselor or what.  I guess we’ll wait it out and let him figure out if he needs aything.  I hate to leave things undone, but I can’t force him to tell me that he wants Mom.  Even if he does there’s not shit I can do.

I got a note from the school today.  I got picked to be Doll’s room Mom.  I get to give the Christmas and End of Year parties.  And I get to help with Play Day.  I really hope its "get to" and not  "have to".  I want it to be fun.  I’m scared I’ll fuck it up somehow and embarass Doll.  Oh well.  I guess its another one of those we’ll see what happens thingies.

I’m gonna go.  I’m annoyed with William right this minute, but I don’t think he has it figured out.  I’ll go make my anger known now.

Talk at y’all later.

Mandy

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