have to make it through today.

Tonight is Mom’s viewing.  I’m scared to death.  I’m afraid this is what will make this the most real.  She hadn’t been home for two months to begin with so the not being here doesn’t really make my brain process that she is gone.  I think this will.

I don’t really want to.

We get to go see her at 2 so they can change what we need them to fix.

I jsut finished the CD for tomorrow.  Mom will hear "Time in a Bottle" from Jim Croche, "Sweet Dreams" from Patsy Cline, and "Amazing Grace" from Elvis.  No boring sad church songs.  I think she would have prefered something louder and busier.  Mom liked Seether :).

Oh, and thank you.  Y’all have to be some of the most wonderful people I’ve never met in my life.  Your prayers and thoughts and caring mean more to me than you can know.

Mandy

Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.