1/21/09
So finally around 11 or 11:30 she passed out. Yay!!!! I had to put her back in bed at least fifteen times. I started to get frustrated with her and had to get my dad to put her back once. I was trying not to be angry, but it gets difficult. She stayed until six when I got up to shower. My rustling around woke her. She went to the couch and made it to nine with Grannie. She has already requested another story for tonight. We’ll see what happenes. I figure "Adventures in Bedtime" will get old soon.
Today was my first day of classes. So far its okay. I’m dreading public speaking. I’m so so so not a social person like that. I have my group of friends to bullshit with and that is pretty much all I can take. English looks okay. She is a sweet little old lady who got lost on her way to class even though she has taught there fore twenty plus years. Math is promisng this time. There are only fifteen students in the class. I might be able to get help with the shit I don’t understand this time. I hope so. I want to be done.
I’m so tired. I really need a nap, but I already have ass loads of homework. Maybe I should quit playing on OD and get going then, huh?
I could be back with more bedtime horor stories tonight. We’ll see what happens.
Y’all take care,
Mandy
Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.
oh god, i *HATE* public speaking. i have to do it this time around.
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On your little one – congrats :o) and there’s nothing wrong with having someone else take a turn, as long as they aren’t giving her attention and simply putting that butt back into bed. On public speaking – as a person with social anxiety, this has always been a tough one. I like to go first or close to first to get it over with so I don’t sit there for however long getting all worked up and anxious until I finally go last. Either way, you have to get up there and do it, so get it over with. Plus, most everyone else is nervous too. You’ll probably never see these people again, so who cares, ya know?
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